Food for thought

Maybe it's just me,
but it seems that things always seem better when you look back on them.
The present lays the facts down bare, clean and honest, but the past exaggerates them.
Another weird thing about life,
along with where the socks go after laundry is done.
I also see that the less you care about society, the better it treats you. Either that, or you just don't realise when you're being outcast. When I was ten and thought friends were life, pretty much everyone hated me, including myself. Now I'm 5 years older and couldn't care less who does. It feels gooood.
However, I'm still trying to unravel certain mysteries.
Like why most people instinctively fear facing the truth, or rational discussion.
Really.
Example: when you have a fight with your friend and he or she wants to talk about it, you dread the moment. Or when you know someone likes/hates you, and are scared that he or she wants to talk to you about the feelings between the both of you. It's strange.Also, I am adopting a new doctrine: to step in someone else's shoes.
When my teacher yells at the class, I won't blame her instantly. I'll try to understand why she's upset and attempt to remedy it.
If possible. Even though she isn't my favourite person
And I'll take a new motto I got from Anne of Windy Willows: "If you carry a smiling visage, to the glass you meet a smile." Although it won't be easy smiling at people all the time as i have weak smile bones.
Figures.
I think I should be more assertive.
Maybe I'm acting rather doormat-ish in my efforts to be a forgiving, diplomatic person.
Perhaps I'm too forgiving.

But blah.
I so need my sleep now.
I look like a god damn racoon